Strange, unable to focus.
It's one of those strange days that I can observe everything off around me... the air is semi-thick and although I am reminded of the discrepency with every breath I take, I cant seem to come down from my natural high.
I'm over-inflated and unable to grasp a firm hold on reality and because of this, I know that I have to keep myself emursed in my obligations while I balance my view of both land and the horizon.
Last night I went to Sean's house and hung out until just after midnight. I feel bad- I didnt realize how far away he lives, but I'm so grateful for everything he's doing to help me. He's got all the programs I need to make "real" websites, so we made a couple really BADASS pages for the upcoming Trendkill site. Sean's really impressed by what I'm doing so far and he's been helping me with ideas as well. He's starting to like it better than his own band page, hahaha. Aw. Yay for Stretchnuts.
Speaking of...
I am feeling better than ever about myself and my potential and I have to give props to those responsible for the changes in me (even if they dont realize they had anything to do with it). My homies are my everything lately. The people that I have grown close to continue to impress me around every random corner and I cant help but feel proud to be a part of their lives. Trendkill goes without saying, but now there's Curse Icon- who I always liked, but never expected to take me under their wing like Trendkill has (I'm not a traitor, for the record... I'm devoted to my boys like fish to water, but Sean and Kiana and Eric and them- they just bring something out in me that I haven't felt in years; a sense of home). I cant imagine my life without "deez nuts" now that I know them so well.
So, here's my props to those I care about the most in life outside my daughter (above and beyond all and everyone):
Much deserved mad clown luv to...
Chris, Suzy, Papa, Kev, Markus, Mikie, KJ, mama J & papa KJ, Keith, Jenn, Brandon (and his gf that I can never remember her name LOL), Kat, Jean, Kristin, Dina, Casey, Jessika, John, Shean, Sean, Eric, Marco, Kiana, Leo, Amber, Shannon, Diasy (lol), Matt, Scott, Glenn, Liz, Nikki, Nikky & Lauren, Amber, Melanie, Adam, Matt, Candace, Danny, Izzy, Cass, Victor, Hector, Gus, Josibiah, etc etc.
I know I'm forgetting a million people... But I gotta get ready for work.
I fucking love my life, yo. <333
I'm over-inflated and unable to grasp a firm hold on reality and because of this, I know that I have to keep myself emursed in my obligations while I balance my view of both land and the horizon.
Last night I went to Sean's house and hung out until just after midnight. I feel bad- I didnt realize how far away he lives, but I'm so grateful for everything he's doing to help me. He's got all the programs I need to make "real" websites, so we made a couple really BADASS pages for the upcoming Trendkill site. Sean's really impressed by what I'm doing so far and he's been helping me with ideas as well. He's starting to like it better than his own band page, hahaha. Aw. Yay for Stretchnuts.
Speaking of...
I am feeling better than ever about myself and my potential and I have to give props to those responsible for the changes in me (even if they dont realize they had anything to do with it). My homies are my everything lately. The people that I have grown close to continue to impress me around every random corner and I cant help but feel proud to be a part of their lives. Trendkill goes without saying, but now there's Curse Icon- who I always liked, but never expected to take me under their wing like Trendkill has (I'm not a traitor, for the record... I'm devoted to my boys like fish to water, but Sean and Kiana and Eric and them- they just bring something out in me that I haven't felt in years; a sense of home). I cant imagine my life without "deez nuts" now that I know them so well.
So, here's my props to those I care about the most in life outside my daughter (above and beyond all and everyone):
Much deserved mad clown luv to...
Chris, Suzy, Papa, Kev, Markus, Mikie, KJ, mama J & papa KJ, Keith, Jenn, Brandon (and his gf that I can never remember her name LOL), Kat, Jean, Kristin, Dina, Casey, Jessika, John, Shean, Sean, Eric, Marco, Kiana, Leo, Amber, Shannon, Diasy (lol), Matt, Scott, Glenn, Liz, Nikki, Nikky & Lauren, Amber, Melanie, Adam, Matt, Candace, Danny, Izzy, Cass, Victor, Hector, Gus, Josibiah, etc etc.
I know I'm forgetting a million people... But I gotta get ready for work.
I fucking love my life, yo. <333