just when i thought i would delete this

[x_rane_x]

if you weren't so shallow you could see that beneath all the flash and glitz and glamour of everyone else they are completely void of personality and responsibility. it's the same thing everytime, yet she won't get out of my head. i thought i was over her but seeing her the other night spawned jealousy and at the same time resent. but at least i'll always have those memories when i was the lucky one. life was good then. if you're thinking this is about courtney, it isn't. if you know me then you'll know who i am talking about.

well back to war, back to watching porn, escaping to my ipod, cheating death, having responsibility, working out, being sober, and living in shit.