wow....
my girlfriend is reading "The Ethical Slut"
this isn't what i wanted. this isn't what i want. maybe she's right, maybe we're both just in this for the apartment, for sex, for drinking together. other than that we really don't have anything else in common. i know as soon as i leave she's going to start seeing other guys, hell for all i know she could be doing that already. i do trust her, however i know how she is.
they say everything goes from bad to worse before you deploy, and i am experiencing it. knowing nothing is better than knowing it all.
fuck.
this isn't what i wanted. this isn't what i want. maybe she's right, maybe we're both just in this for the apartment, for sex, for drinking together. other than that we really don't have anything else in common. i know as soon as i leave she's going to start seeing other guys, hell for all i know she could be doing that already. i do trust her, however i know how she is.
they say everything goes from bad to worse before you deploy, and i am experiencing it. knowing nothing is better than knowing it all.
fuck.