pour me, pour me, pour me another shot of whiskeyyy
sooo im thinking about movin back in with my momma. it seems like i'm running away, but i'm not. or maybe I am. Everything is just getting to where feel like i cant take it anymore. Or maybe i just dont wana take it anymore. i suck at school, it seems as though i have no friends(that may be because ive been grouded or a month and have had no human contact whatsoever) i have a horrible horrible drug addiction, i dont have anyone to talk to anymore because jayson and i havent been talking for the last two weeks, which is my fault because i decided that it was going to be like that.
I'm such an idiot. i ruin a good thing every single time.
Me and Barrett, good thing, i thougt i was in love with logan though so i brokeup wth barrett, stupid move, now he's been wit briana for a year when it could have been me! grr
me and adam, GREAT THING, or it WAS a great thing, until i had to ruin it.i'm such an idiot. I used to not have any regrets, but that, thats definitely one of them. i want him more than i want jayson, and thats a LOT of want. but he's going out with lauren, and im totally happy that he's happy with her, he deserves it and from what i hear, so does she cause i hear shes great.
me and jayson..wow. then i have to go and say HE'S hurting ME too much and that i cant talk to him anymore (which is ridiculous because he made me so happy) ugh
i think i really just need a best friend. i have three of those (Lara Wesley and Caitlin) but i dont know its so weird and i dont know why. I miss Wes so much. Im so glad that shes off grounding so we can hangout!!! Lara gets off grounding on monday so we're definitely hangin out then caitin is comin over tonight and ahhh, what am i sayin "i need a best friend?" i have the BEST 3 best friends in the universe!!
i need to work on my drug problems...like ive been saying for the past year! i mean, this time last year it was just weed. now its everything from drinking to coke. i love coke, honestly i could see it taking over everything i do. i just love it that much, its gotten that bad. i need help, i admit it. but damn it just so happens that im good friends with a girl whos goin out with a dealer. and she gets yay for free. ah life's essentials, hay n yay. god i need help.
<3candace
I'm such an idiot. i ruin a good thing every single time.
Me and Barrett, good thing, i thougt i was in love with logan though so i brokeup wth barrett, stupid move, now he's been wit briana for a year when it could have been me! grr
me and adam, GREAT THING, or it WAS a great thing, until i had to ruin it.i'm such an idiot. I used to not have any regrets, but that, thats definitely one of them. i want him more than i want jayson, and thats a LOT of want. but he's going out with lauren, and im totally happy that he's happy with her, he deserves it and from what i hear, so does she cause i hear shes great.
me and jayson..wow. then i have to go and say HE'S hurting ME too much and that i cant talk to him anymore (which is ridiculous because he made me so happy) ugh
i think i really just need a best friend. i have three of those (Lara Wesley and Caitlin) but i dont know its so weird and i dont know why. I miss Wes so much. Im so glad that shes off grounding so we can hangout!!! Lara gets off grounding on monday so we're definitely hangin out then caitin is comin over tonight and ahhh, what am i sayin "i need a best friend?" i have the BEST 3 best friends in the universe!!
i need to work on my drug problems...like ive been saying for the past year! i mean, this time last year it was just weed. now its everything from drinking to coke. i love coke, honestly i could see it taking over everything i do. i just love it that much, its gotten that bad. i need help, i admit it. but damn it just so happens that im good friends with a girl whos goin out with a dealer. and she gets yay for free. ah life's essentials, hay n yay. god i need help.
<3candace