Nov 04, 2004 20:02
I know I said it was over with Jayson. God I can't stand it. Can he NOT see that I'm freaking IN LOVE with him? I guess not. I can't stop loving him, thats like telling the earth to stop spinning. Seriously. It's not like I WANT to hurt like I do, but I really can't help it. I'll get over him on my own time. I can't rush it.
So I got a ride home with Amanda today, and I get home and my doors locked. Lol idiot me forgot the key (that so totally rhymed) so I spent about 20 minutes searching for a way to get in, I was convinced that I could find and open window. My plan failed so I called Chelsea, talked to her for about 5 minutes then I got the bright idea to call Lara. LOL! I was waiting on her to get to my house I decided to call Jayson. He so rocks. We had a nice little conversation. I started callin him "Little Jayson" and he said it sounds "bad" I think it's cute...hehe but I guess I'll continue calling him Gooseface forever. Hehe. Anyways Lara's mom came and got me and we went to blockbuster then to Marble Slab for ice cream. We went to Eckerds cause we needed SUPER PLUS TAMPONS! lol it was great. So we get back to her house and start watchin Angela's Ashes...then my daddy picked me up. My day wasnt that eventful...but totally good.