May 30, 2004 23:31
i dont really feel all that good. i guess im just tired.i just found out that someone is buying hopes house now.pluss my mom made it worse bye saying the a stupidest thing in the hole fuck.oh well i dont care i guess i have to life with her.but i dont know im just sad about the hole thing. evry time i see her i like her more and more.it just sucks because im not a very trusting person.i just geuss ther is no need to trust someone. i want to trust her. i dont know i guess i trust her just not other people. well on a good note today is my birthday evan though it was really stupid some people made it beter.dude ryan bought me a new deck it is really really sick its an active and hope got me an active gift card how nice hu.i also got a hole bunch of money i think some people jacked some though. well i dont know im really really bored i should be happy its my birth day but noo.well hopefully i can hang out with hope tomooro. i was supose to skate with ryan but we prob have to skate in fallbrook and that sucks. well im getting bored
dustin