my desire for him is gone.

the need to make things right and embrace him once again has left me.
yet, my unconditional love is still there.
i think it'll always be there..

but i have moved on.
no matter how much i didn't want to.

i have finally gained the strength, friends, family..
thank you.

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today is one of those days when i'm not sure what to think.
not sure what to do. not sure what to say.
so why not just cover everything up with a smile?

i guess that's all i can do for now.
confusion really sucks.

ugh i haven't posted in this thing in forever.
UPDATE TIME--

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school sucks.

is lush.
<3 new layout.
hahh. i'm obsessed.
D:

ANYWAYS

there's nothing too exciting in my life these days.
i'm keeping myself out of drama.
and heck, i used to feed off of that poop. -__-
just adjusting for the better, i guess.

for memory keepsake, i'm prolly gonna try to post in this everyday.
i was looking back at my old livejournal, 
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for some strange reason everyone's pissing me off.

why go out with someone who you're all like "well idk but he/she is hot."
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hey guys.. so yeah.
i'm still thinking about the first day we met.

Fog machine,
rainy day,
snuck him in my house,
had hot chocolate,
and had the best hug of my life..

i sure do miss that day, but i'm healing.
i just have to be patient. i'm so thankful for my friends who've helped.
and now i know that
i deserve better than this.

thank you everyone.
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