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So.. my best friend is MIA. She was supposed to leave work at like 2 and she is still not here, so I don't know. Kinda worries me, but I worry a lot anyways. It's so pretty outside right now. I wish I had time to enjoy it, but I guess I will for an hour at Savannah's softball game. I can't believe softball season's here again. It's like she's grown up so much since last summer. Her and Caroline both.. Caroline could barely talk when I moved here a year ago.. now she can say almost anything and she comes up with off the wall stuff. It's been cool getting to watch them grow.
I'm leaving for Alabama tomorrow and I still haven't packed. I don't even know what all I'm taking, so yeah.. I'll probably be up for awhile tonight. I hate packing.. Hate it with a passion. Oh well.. I guess I'll survive. If Amberly doesn't come tonight, then I would want to go see my boyfriend, but I'd make him watch One Tree Hill with me and I don't think we could go through that whole goodbye thing again. It sucked. It's better if we just don't see each other tonight.. makes it easier.
He started crying last night when I was getting ready to leave. I think we're both scared because we've only been in this relationship for 2 weeks, but we're already so attached to each other. We're scared that 3 weeks apart might affect us, but I really don't think it will now. I think I've finally found the one I'm supposed to be with, but I said that about Josh too. I think it's real this time though. We both said "I love you" last night. Yeah only after 2 weeks.. crazy. It's so real though and we could both tell that we mean it. And I know that if he didn't love me then he wouldn't have been crying when I left.
Josh is MIA again. Figures. I knew the bitch would go crawling back to him and I knew that he would take her back, no questions asked. He's stupid. They're both stupid. And I'm glad that I don't have to worry about him anymore. I have someone who loves me and shows it.. he doesn't just say it, he shows it. All Josh could do was say the words.
Alright well, I gotta leave here in about 15 minutes to get to Savannah's game by 6. Still don't know where my best friend is *shrugs*
I'm leaving for Alabama tomorrow and I still haven't packed. I don't even know what all I'm taking, so yeah.. I'll probably be up for awhile tonight. I hate packing.. Hate it with a passion. Oh well.. I guess I'll survive. If Amberly doesn't come tonight, then I would want to go see my boyfriend, but I'd make him watch One Tree Hill with me and I don't think we could go through that whole goodbye thing again. It sucked. It's better if we just don't see each other tonight.. makes it easier.
He started crying last night when I was getting ready to leave. I think we're both scared because we've only been in this relationship for 2 weeks, but we're already so attached to each other. We're scared that 3 weeks apart might affect us, but I really don't think it will now. I think I've finally found the one I'm supposed to be with, but I said that about Josh too. I think it's real this time though. We both said "I love you" last night. Yeah only after 2 weeks.. crazy. It's so real though and we could both tell that we mean it. And I know that if he didn't love me then he wouldn't have been crying when I left.
Josh is MIA again. Figures. I knew the bitch would go crawling back to him and I knew that he would take her back, no questions asked. He's stupid. They're both stupid. And I'm glad that I don't have to worry about him anymore. I have someone who loves me and shows it.. he doesn't just say it, he shows it. All Josh could do was say the words.
Alright well, I gotta leave here in about 15 minutes to get to Savannah's game by 6. Still don't know where my best friend is *shrugs*