christ...
this deals with self-injury/cutting so if it bothers you plz dont read it
i cut myself. i haven't done it in so long, except for that time in september. its crazy... that time in september, i spent a good 45 minutes taking apart a razor and cut little lines into my lower abs and later on cut a line into my wrist.. anyways so i still had the blades and i took them out just now and there's 5 small lines on my left ankle and at least 10 in my lower abs now. they're not deep, but there's blood soaked kleenex everywhere.
after i did it, i got all shaky and revved up, like a rush but then felt sick.
i just thought i should write this down, maybe keep a record of it in case it gets out of hand again.
heh. i can cause myself physical pain, make myself bleed but i cant starve myself? fuck it.
i cut myself. i haven't done it in so long, except for that time in september. its crazy... that time in september, i spent a good 45 minutes taking apart a razor and cut little lines into my lower abs and later on cut a line into my wrist.. anyways so i still had the blades and i took them out just now and there's 5 small lines on my left ankle and at least 10 in my lower abs now. they're not deep, but there's blood soaked kleenex everywhere.
after i did it, i got all shaky and revved up, like a rush but then felt sick.
i just thought i should write this down, maybe keep a record of it in case it gets out of hand again.
heh. i can cause myself physical pain, make myself bleed but i cant starve myself? fuck it.