waiting for my rocket to come :)
wow its been a while huh?
so my grades sucked this semester, not even gonna lie... i went out way too much, stayed out way too late, laughed way too hard, had too much fun... and surprisingly i dont regret it. i needed it. i know id probably be doing much better if i were going to school here at home (A LOT less distractions) but honestly I wouldn't trade my college experience for the world. i feel like for the first time in my life i completely let go of all my worries and just allowed myself to just to live life. its good to let loose once in a while, and i had some making up to do for lost time.
i love st marys and i really miss it, the people, the city... i guess thats why being home is bittersweet. it has been really nice seeing friends here at home though :) i love them :)
i want to fall in love. crazy passionate breath-taking love. but i know im not ready. but i really wanna be ready already. im not looking though. ill just let the current take me.
being alone is strange. im not used to it at all. never has my love life been so idle. its kinda creepy. i know i need this though.
i wish everything could be left in the past but i know letting go of things comes more easily to me than to most... i understand. ive never been much of a talker when it comes to stuff like that... i tend to just get over it. but im learning :) especially from my trisha. i learned a lot by living with her this year...
well im off... bye yall.
*Ale*
so my grades sucked this semester, not even gonna lie... i went out way too much, stayed out way too late, laughed way too hard, had too much fun... and surprisingly i dont regret it. i needed it. i know id probably be doing much better if i were going to school here at home (A LOT less distractions) but honestly I wouldn't trade my college experience for the world. i feel like for the first time in my life i completely let go of all my worries and just allowed myself to just to live life. its good to let loose once in a while, and i had some making up to do for lost time.
i love st marys and i really miss it, the people, the city... i guess thats why being home is bittersweet. it has been really nice seeing friends here at home though :) i love them :)
i want to fall in love. crazy passionate breath-taking love. but i know im not ready. but i really wanna be ready already. im not looking though. ill just let the current take me.
being alone is strange. im not used to it at all. never has my love life been so idle. its kinda creepy. i know i need this though.
i wish everything could be left in the past but i know letting go of things comes more easily to me than to most... i understand. ive never been much of a talker when it comes to stuff like that... i tend to just get over it. but im learning :) especially from my trisha. i learned a lot by living with her this year...
well im off... bye yall.
*Ale*