The Anti-Christ or ME?
There have been 2 general signs that I've been seeing.
The first has beenof the big "LB." My coworker has reintroduced me to "you dont have to call" by usher. I've skillfully managed to avoid that song in the past few years. But bravely, I sat an listened. I didnt like the feeling, I loved it, and missed it. Had it really been that long since I'd loved and been loved so unconditionally, so genuinely? Had that, infact, been THE ONLY TIME?
Probably.
Asking for him back is out of the question. Not my thing. I feel that I can get nearly anything I want. So if I persue and obtain, i wouldnt know if my hope and persistance gave me what I wanted for the sake of having and temporary satisfaction, or if I got what I'd have because it was "meant" to be that way; planned far before I could have expected it. And the truth is i dont know if i want HIM, or if I want IT. The logically answer would be that I want IT. As I've said inthe past, "if it didnt work from the beginning, what makes you believe that it will work in the end?" (in ref. strictly to relationships.) I wouldnt know where to even begin to find him, anyway.
"I believe in a thing called love <3 <3 <3 <3..."
Moving on to another thing that didnt work out....
I keep seeing Fruity McT. mainly at work and via Lenny Kravitz's "It aint over 'til its over." The Irony about that song is that just a short time after he'd written and released that song, things ended with the girl whom he'd written it for. perhaps he should have taken greater time writing the lyrics. instead of "but it aint over til its over" he should have added, "and baby its not over til we're DEAD, bitch!" Maybe then they would have had a real shot of life and love together. whatever. I guess I just realized that perhaps I should see it was a sign from God; god's reminding me that I must keep writing to write that bitch out. From now on I'll take seeing his brother, his mother, his father, his sister as a greater sign.
As comforting as I try to make that seem, the truth is that still doesnt help me from flippin' out everytime see someone who slightly resembles him. I always try to take a closer look before i try to determine whether or not I'll need to find a the best possble place and way to hide from him seeing me until I'm certain that he's left. I came to the realization, a couple of weeks back, and of this I am about 80% certain.... He is the Anti-CHRIST. He fits the description perfectly, and i have no trouble believing that he could one day try to pass himself off as the reincarnation of Jesus Christ and in fact rebel against God. He's done so already. Its scary to think that your ex could be the anti-CHRIST.
WHATS SOMEONE TO DO IF THEY KEEP GETTING SIGNS OF THEM IN THAT CASE?
The first has beenof the big "LB." My coworker has reintroduced me to "you dont have to call" by usher. I've skillfully managed to avoid that song in the past few years. But bravely, I sat an listened. I didnt like the feeling, I loved it, and missed it. Had it really been that long since I'd loved and been loved so unconditionally, so genuinely? Had that, infact, been THE ONLY TIME?
Probably.
Asking for him back is out of the question. Not my thing. I feel that I can get nearly anything I want. So if I persue and obtain, i wouldnt know if my hope and persistance gave me what I wanted for the sake of having and temporary satisfaction, or if I got what I'd have because it was "meant" to be that way; planned far before I could have expected it. And the truth is i dont know if i want HIM, or if I want IT. The logically answer would be that I want IT. As I've said inthe past, "if it didnt work from the beginning, what makes you believe that it will work in the end?" (in ref. strictly to relationships.) I wouldnt know where to even begin to find him, anyway.
"I believe in a thing called love <3 <3 <3 <3..."
Moving on to another thing that didnt work out....
I keep seeing Fruity McT. mainly at work and via Lenny Kravitz's "It aint over 'til its over." The Irony about that song is that just a short time after he'd written and released that song, things ended with the girl whom he'd written it for. perhaps he should have taken greater time writing the lyrics. instead of "but it aint over til its over" he should have added, "and baby its not over til we're DEAD, bitch!" Maybe then they would have had a real shot of life and love together. whatever. I guess I just realized that perhaps I should see it was a sign from God; god's reminding me that I must keep writing to write that bitch out. From now on I'll take seeing his brother, his mother, his father, his sister as a greater sign.
As comforting as I try to make that seem, the truth is that still doesnt help me from flippin' out everytime see someone who slightly resembles him. I always try to take a closer look before i try to determine whether or not I'll need to find a the best possble place and way to hide from him seeing me until I'm certain that he's left. I came to the realization, a couple of weeks back, and of this I am about 80% certain.... He is the Anti-CHRIST. He fits the description perfectly, and i have no trouble believing that he could one day try to pass himself off as the reincarnation of Jesus Christ and in fact rebel against God. He's done so already. Its scary to think that your ex could be the anti-CHRIST.
WHATS SOMEONE TO DO IF THEY KEEP GETTING SIGNS OF THEM IN THAT CASE?