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i dont know if mark realises that the things he says actually hurt me. and its not like i can tell him, that will be just one more person pissed off at me.oh well. me and court are really drifting apart. =( and damn it i feel like such a whiner. why can i take others peoples problems instead of always worrying about my own. im such a selfish freak. god. its like i dont even give a damn about anyone else. fruck.man oh man. and now im here whingin about who selfish i am.
WHO THE FRUCK AM I?????????