i drive myself crazy...thinking of you
hmmmm so i finally have a free sec to write about the past week...last sunday was mothers day, but my mom went to CT to see pat play for the CMAC team...and chris went with them, so i spent the day doing nothing then me and my dad went out to lunch and to church...
Monday had a match @ clinton...and i played 1st doubles w/edith...and we won the first on like 6-2 or so...then the second one in a tiebreaker. yeahhh it was close. and everyone was waiting cuz we were the last to start playing cuz they only had 4 courts but w/e... we were NOT going into a 3rd set. when i got home i talked to peter and theres an issue going on w/josh that im not gonna explain here but i was sooooo pissed off. i called josh and we talked for almost 2 hours...most of the time was just him sitting there thinking and trying to explain how he felt but...w/e. i felt stupid cuz i was like getting upset on the phone and i was hoping josh couldnt tell i was crying...w/e he told me he was glad i called him cuz he needed to talk...but i hope he listens to me. =/ i feel so helpless being so far away...
tuesday practice @ the highschool...then aftewards the boys had practice and my dad was letting me drive home...i turned the car on w/my foot on the gas and it made the biggets VROOOOOMMMM sound cuz i thought my foot was on the brake...but yeah nopppe! all the guys turned around and were laughin and my dad was like yeahh shes a hot rod i basically wanted to die. hahah then i had dance...anddd yeah.
wednesday practice @ SU, then we taught our own class cuz audrey wasnt there...hahah fun stuff bc we dug out the old BSB cd's and did combos to them...hahah goodtimes. i love those girls =) kevin even stayed awhile to watch renee, and we gave him a hard time for making fun of our costumes (even though they do really suck) haha oh well...
thursday...practice @ SU, hit up donelans w/sammy & jenna to get food for the party...then headed over to emily's for our tennis party hahah...ate tons of food, watched a movie, and had drinks @ the bar...funnnn stufff. josh went missing that night and when i talked to him i knew he was lying about where he was...but w/e this kid needs to start telling me the truth before i flip a shit.
friday longgggg day @ school, then match @ bromfield...(distract state champs) yeahh and i wa splaying 2nd doubles! ahhh with sammy. idont wanna go into detail cuz i was so mad after the match, but lets just say that we were playing our hardest & mrs.carver was not helping the situation. she made us feel like shit, and we ended up losing 6-4, 6-1...she is one of the worst coaches ever. my mom says i played really well and shes never seen me play lik ehtat ever...and im gonna go on her word, because i know she'd be honest with me...i went home friday and didnt really have plans and i was too lazy/mad to make any...so i hung out alone and watched a movie...and wated for my mom to get back around 11:30...
today...i was planning on going to the movies w/ki but we couldnt get a ride...so i just hung out, and kristina came over for a few hours...talked to josh again, which made me more aggravated...but w/e. idk what to do anymore. well im going to babysit in a few...and i wont be back till midnight, so leave somethin good...
Monday had a match @ clinton...and i played 1st doubles w/edith...and we won the first on like 6-2 or so...then the second one in a tiebreaker. yeahhh it was close. and everyone was waiting cuz we were the last to start playing cuz they only had 4 courts but w/e... we were NOT going into a 3rd set. when i got home i talked to peter and theres an issue going on w/josh that im not gonna explain here but i was sooooo pissed off. i called josh and we talked for almost 2 hours...most of the time was just him sitting there thinking and trying to explain how he felt but...w/e. i felt stupid cuz i was like getting upset on the phone and i was hoping josh couldnt tell i was crying...w/e he told me he was glad i called him cuz he needed to talk...but i hope he listens to me. =/ i feel so helpless being so far away...
tuesday practice @ the highschool...then aftewards the boys had practice and my dad was letting me drive home...i turned the car on w/my foot on the gas and it made the biggets VROOOOOMMMM sound cuz i thought my foot was on the brake...but yeah nopppe! all the guys turned around and were laughin and my dad was like yeahh shes a hot rod i basically wanted to die. hahah then i had dance...anddd yeah.
wednesday practice @ SU, then we taught our own class cuz audrey wasnt there...hahah fun stuff bc we dug out the old BSB cd's and did combos to them...hahah goodtimes. i love those girls =) kevin even stayed awhile to watch renee, and we gave him a hard time for making fun of our costumes (even though they do really suck) haha oh well...
thursday...practice @ SU, hit up donelans w/sammy & jenna to get food for the party...then headed over to emily's for our tennis party hahah...ate tons of food, watched a movie, and had drinks @ the bar...funnnn stufff. josh went missing that night and when i talked to him i knew he was lying about where he was...but w/e this kid needs to start telling me the truth before i flip a shit.
friday longgggg day @ school, then match @ bromfield...(distract state champs) yeahh and i wa splaying 2nd doubles! ahhh with sammy. idont wanna go into detail cuz i was so mad after the match, but lets just say that we were playing our hardest & mrs.carver was not helping the situation. she made us feel like shit, and we ended up losing 6-4, 6-1...she is one of the worst coaches ever. my mom says i played really well and shes never seen me play lik ehtat ever...and im gonna go on her word, because i know she'd be honest with me...i went home friday and didnt really have plans and i was too lazy/mad to make any...so i hung out alone and watched a movie...and wated for my mom to get back around 11:30...
today...i was planning on going to the movies w/ki but we couldnt get a ride...so i just hung out, and kristina came over for a few hours...talked to josh again, which made me more aggravated...but w/e. idk what to do anymore. well im going to babysit in a few...and i wont be back till midnight, so leave somethin good...