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i havent updated since like saturday. so here's the recap, yo.
saturday_ went to mamies with ashley heather and crystal. it was fun. the toilet was messed up cos of jerry and he got all pissed, called us bitches, and stormed out, haha. then crystal was trying to fix it and then ashley broke it before crystal even fixed it. lol then we ordered pizza and just talked for awhile. we called greg to find someone to buy us alcohol, and in the mean time him and josh turrel came and got us cigarettes. then we called addum to take us to pekin to get the vodka and stuff, and of coarse we had to let him drink with us cos he took us and he's such an alcoholic [attention] but i went home and got sick from the damn pizza we ate. then heather didn't feel good, so ash crystal and mamie were the only girls drinking, and we had a fifth and addum drank half of it and then left right after. he didn't pay for it or anything. i woulda been pissed if i was there. but yah know he doenst wanna hangout with me or anything anymore. he's too good for me or something.
sunday_ sat at home. i was tired and didn't feel good. delmar came over for about a half hour then went to dennys and i fell asleep. after the big fight with michael, cos yah know, that's how we do. ha, he's such a friggen jerk sometimes. and i have a good idea of why he's mad now, and if its that reason thats why what i think and i was just asking. seriously, we can't be friends if youre a jerk to me. it won't happen im not like all these other girls im NOT going to let you push me around and you should know this by now.
monday_ stayed home, didn't feel good.. end of story.
tuesday_ went to school. it sucked. nothing really happend at all. mike and delmar came over to see me. i havent seen mike in like years. lol he's funny. there were markers on my tv stand, and he goes, " are those markers?- theyre realy pretty markers " well no shit their markers. lol. they are something else. then we went to pekin and we were talking about the justify the means concert and i guess addum told delmar that only delmar and addum are going because he didn't wanna babysit anyone. well fuck you addum. yah know youre so stupid i babysit you everytime you fucking drink. i put up with your baby fucking attitudes all the time and so does delmar. and slipknot you did NOT have to do that shit for me, you choose to. got it?- justin thinks this is all bullshit too.. him and i had a long talk about it the other day on the way home.. idk.. people are just gay. yesterday i had a long talk with tohmmy too... jessy went over there and they started going back out and i'm very happy :D i love you jesssy! :D and i found out yesterday morning that brent was cleaning one of his guns and he shot himself in the forehead and died.. and mikey, a kid ive grown up with, literally, was bestfriends with him and his brother brian.. and they livejust right down the street. its so sad.. idk what to do ive called mikey and talked to him a little.. hes just not saying anything at all. he's that kinda guy tho. then my mom came home and told me that my friend donna, [ our moms are friends ] who ive known since i was like 6 has been haveing really bad sharp pains in her heart and her heart race so bad like she just ran a mile but all she's done is been sitting there for a couple hours.. so they took her to the doctor put her on a heartmonitor and did blood tests and they came back and her liver isnt functioning properly.. i cried. idk whats wrong with her and its gotta be something serious cos its her heart and liver.. idk..i hope she gets better..=/
today_ went to school. it was kinda good i guess. in spanish we had to do dialogs when like someone calls and the person theyre calling isnt home. lol and zach and jeremy got up there and jeremy said hi and zach said hi and then zach asked for the toothfairy and jeremy said no she's lifting weights lol, and then zach goes, can i leave a message and jeremy told him to call the answering machine. it was hilarous. last semester in bio jeremy sat in front of me and the next row it was dj then justin. and we called him gee-ree-mee moses cos his names jeremy moss. it was a good time. lol.
now im just sitting here. i just got done piercing my ears again. now i have five on the bottom and one on my cartalige. im scared to do my cartalige on my own..ill end up doing it anyways. i walked into forth hour today, and i looked around and i friggen miss sam =( i can't wait til she gets out. i miss her a lot in forth hour, i have noone to talk to. lol. and juls and i were walkign to first hour and she said something about wishing carrie'anne still went to pekin, and i sooooooo agree. i miss carrie tons.. i could trust that girl with anything.. i really miss her.. =/ im gonna go tho. later_