hes got a smile that could light the world on fire. <3
wuddduppp. ha, i got that from justin, he's crazy. lol. hmm thursday me gina jessie ashley mamie greg denny robby and a ton of other people ewnt to the concert. it was kinda ohkay. there was a lot of hot guys, and there was this one.............. anyyyways, lol gina told him i thought he was hot cos theyre friends. and i was mad for like 2.5. ha. kinda funny. we didnt really watch anyone play, we all kinda messed around in the back. then friday i didnt feel too good. it sucked. and ben and i were walking and this hot kid wa sin front of us and ben goes, " oh jacki!! look who it is! " and i go, " yah know if he hears you and turns around im gonna tell him that you have the hots for him " lol he was like whatever! lol delmar got the boys finally :D i was so happy. iwanna go see them but i dont have a way out there =( jessy and tohmmy broke up...a nd that is horribly sad. ifeel so bad for her. we talked a lot yesterday. justin took us both home. then justin and i were goign to my house and we talked about a lot of stuff. i love talking to him, cos he understands me more than a lot of people do i guess. then i sat around and did nothing. and i was in a horrible mood at like 1145, so i called the person who ALWAYS makes me happy, michael. and he played guitar and actually sang. it was awesome. we started talking about something and we had forgot what we were fighting about, so i busted out the old notes of his [which is almost a hundred or so ] and i started reading these notes and he was like, " whats that one say " lol so i'd read them to him. and one was at tohmmys bday party and i told him i hated him and wanted him to move back with his mom cos we were fighting. and the note he wrote me about it was like, " it hurt really bad when you hugged jacob to make me mad. and ive never been that hurt when you said you hated me and wanted me to move back with my mom " it was so sad. then another one we were fighting and he said he was having bad dreams about me breaking up with him and he didnt wanna sleep in class cos of them. it was really sad. and it was like, " i feel like a part of me died when you said you hated me. ive never todl you i hated you. but no matter how much you hate me im still going to love you. ill never say i love you to another girl again " and then he was on the phone and he goes, " and yah know i havent said i loved another girl " an di askd him if hes even liked a girl since we broke up and he goes, " no.. not really. " and i asked why he goes out when them and he said for fun. he kept saying that we were awesome when we were together. we agreed that we were friggen awesome and very cute. lol. and that we should be like that again. lol then we were talking about how first sememster when we were goig out we had lucnh together and we'd fight the whole time but still sit by eachother and hold hands or wahtever and the bell would ring, and he'd be like, " i have to go to class " and we'd give eachother a hug and kiss and that was the end of our fight. lol. it was awesome. but he really did cheer me up a whole lot. so thank you michael. =D then delmar called and we talked for awhile. and i guess people think that greg and i like eachother. but thats not it, we're just friends. it was crazy. but i'm gonna go. ill update later-