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i miss him. a lot. i make an effort to try. but he throws hostility in my way. oh well. if you read this, which you will, i just wanna be friends. i know things can never be the same, but meaning something to you would be better than meaning nothing at all. contemplate on it. so yeah, life is ok. im grounded for a long time. fucking grades! ugh. ive been wearing a lot of makeup lately. dont know whats up with that! hmm. i got a birch jacket. paid for it with 20 bucks in pennies. im one day hoping to look like a birch. no kidding! i dont think i can be THAT pretty though. i got a johnnie and frankie too. oh man. im halfway to birchness. or at least Karen-O. yay for me. well im going to go.