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I knew it was too good to be true. Of course, who would fucking want to go to the Black Walnut with me anyway? I just wish I wouldn't have gotten so excited over it. I'm not mad...just upset and disappointed. It's just like something my mom would pull. Why does these things happen to me? SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK I DID?! Whatever. I fucking quit hoping. Damn, I was really excited about her coming too. WHY?! Fate fucking loves screwing me over. It's driving me crazy. This has been the shittest day in a long time. I don't want to do this anymore.