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[x_duckii_x]

*sighs* Sometimes I just don't feel like any of my friends care. I mean I know they do and stuff but it just don't seem like it. I could read stuff my friends write until I'm blue in the face and none of it would be about me. But yet 90% of the time I'm writing about them. Sometimes I just feel like I'm worthless to my friends. Theres always that

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[brookiebear]

Amanda, dont hate yourself. You're one of the only people I can come to anymore. I try not to get you involved that much because it's dealing with your brother and I know you dont like hearing me talk about him all the time. I do care believe me. Dont stay to yourself and not have friends..that sucks, I've been there. You only hurt worse during that time. You need friends, people you can come to when you're down, or just need someone to talk too. I dont think anyone should say someones better than another person, because thats not true. Noone is better then anyone. You know I love you. You're the only one who understands me basically. I'm glad you've hung around this long and still give me advise. I'd probably be out doing stupid shit trying to get Mike back. I've got to realize, he doesnt want me. It's really hard. I just wish he'd sit down and talk to me one on one and see how this has hurt me. I had hopes for the two of us. Please dont feel I dont consider you a friend, because in all honesity you are more to me then a friend. You're entitled to bitch that's correct, you shouldnt have to hide it. I dont know what more I could possibly say, because I cant thank you enough. You're an honest friend, and people should have friends like you. Everyone should. I love you. <333