yeah so i havint updated this thing in forever so i decied to update b/c im sweet like that. yeah so today i hung out with the two sweetest people ever aka james and nikki and it was pretty sweet i must say :]

blahhhhhh! i dont no what to think anymore.....

ok so yesterday i had laura and sarah sleep over and its like 1:30 and i want to go to bed but adams in the family room so i go in and ask him to please get out so we can go to bed and he was like no im going to be in here all night so i asked him again nicely but he still wouldint get out so then i started getting mean and he was like what are you ( Read more... )

yeah so bascily im a fucking retard and got fucking drunk out of my mind last night and now davids pissed at me and last night i got depressed so i called kevin twice and woke him up and cryed on the phone to him i hate myself right now its not even funny im so stupid im done with drinking im done

sammie<3

yeah so right now i feel like im going to puke and it sucks

ok well im so confused about how i feel about kevin.....i mean when im talking on the phone with him its so much fun and i can really be myself with him but when we hang out its like all we do is hook up and ok yeah thats good once in a while but not all the time i want to acually go out on dates not sit in my family room and "watch" movies im sick ( Read more... )

yeah so i wrote a new peom so tell me what you think about it ( Read more... )

ugg i hate it when my parents fight....

im birthdays tomarrow! im soo excited!!!

omg all i have to say is what a night i love him so much he makes me so happy i cant even find the right words to discribe how i feel about him

sammie<3