fuck this stupid shit.

[x_dont_pass_out]

i didnt feel very much like participating in today so i slept until about 8 pm.......after crying myself to sleep as emo as that sounds.last night i was so sick and in so much pain.....gah.my mom is making me go back to counsling.......how wonderful.grrrr.the last time i went to counsling....i flipped out and told the lady to fuck herself and told her that i was going to slit her throat because she treated me like i was fucking insane.....talking about my problems to someone i dont even fucking know is hardly my idea of a good time.....i'd rather be shot then sit there for an hour and listen to some lady try to convince me to trust her.*sigh*
the only good part about today was me getting a card from mel......that made me smile :D inside of the card there was a picture of atreyu and that made me even happier.she basically told me how much she missed me and she didnt want to get to in touch with her feelings because she was trying to be strong.......well i suppose i'll post back later........

-shannon.

your the one stich of happiness i have in this hell i call life.