woo hoo, i exist
So I'm posting in this thing for once, gasp on a stick.
Not that I have much to say or that there's anyone here who will read this, but whatever. I'm bored and feel like ranting about stuff.
I think I need new friends. The ones I've got are extremely annoying. Not anyone who would be reading this, mind, but some of my RL friends. Ian won't let me let him go no matter how hard I try. He's dating someone else now, and we're trying to be friends, but every time we're together, that illogical part of me just wants him back, even though my mind knows its a bad idea. And of course I've been alienated mostly from his group of friends because his former room mate and his girlfriend are INSANE, and right now they all went camping without me because they think I'm the root of all evil or something. Like I really care. My other group of friends isn't much better. I was invited to a party this weekend but I don't think I'll go. I'm tired of stupid parties anyway. Like there isn't more to life when you're 21 than just getting drunk every weekend and making a total ass of yourself. I'd probably say something I regret, anyway. It's not so much the party itself but the drama behind it. Ian and I broke up. His friends don't like me, my friends don't like him. And yet I've got this perverse loyalty still that makes me want to stand up for him, and I don't even think that it's the fact that he wasn't invited that bothers me, but the REASON he wasn't invited which is So. Fucking. Stupid. Some skanky girl dressed like a skank and then when a retard 24 year old boy stared at her boobs which she was advertising, all of a sudden he's the worst person ever. And like the person who went off on him for it hasn't done the same thing 99 billion times only a lot worse. I hate drama.
The good news is that I am meeting new people this year. Anime club at school is so freaking awesome. I met this kind of cool guy in my creative writing class and then I went to anime club and he was there and it was like yay, person i know, and it was happy and fun. Also I'm hanging out with one of my old high school friends tonight -- the one I went to senior prom with, in fact. No, we never dated, but it still could be fun. And this girl I knew in high school is randomly in my folklore class and we haven't spoken in like 4 years so that was random but cool.
School is okay so far. Dr. Preston is officially the coolest man in the universe. Literary theory is kicking my ass.
That is my life. I'm sure you so totally care.
Not that I have much to say or that there's anyone here who will read this, but whatever. I'm bored and feel like ranting about stuff.
I think I need new friends. The ones I've got are extremely annoying. Not anyone who would be reading this, mind, but some of my RL friends. Ian won't let me let him go no matter how hard I try. He's dating someone else now, and we're trying to be friends, but every time we're together, that illogical part of me just wants him back, even though my mind knows its a bad idea. And of course I've been alienated mostly from his group of friends because his former room mate and his girlfriend are INSANE, and right now they all went camping without me because they think I'm the root of all evil or something. Like I really care. My other group of friends isn't much better. I was invited to a party this weekend but I don't think I'll go. I'm tired of stupid parties anyway. Like there isn't more to life when you're 21 than just getting drunk every weekend and making a total ass of yourself. I'd probably say something I regret, anyway. It's not so much the party itself but the drama behind it. Ian and I broke up. His friends don't like me, my friends don't like him. And yet I've got this perverse loyalty still that makes me want to stand up for him, and I don't even think that it's the fact that he wasn't invited that bothers me, but the REASON he wasn't invited which is So. Fucking. Stupid. Some skanky girl dressed like a skank and then when a retard 24 year old boy stared at her boobs which she was advertising, all of a sudden he's the worst person ever. And like the person who went off on him for it hasn't done the same thing 99 billion times only a lot worse. I hate drama.
The good news is that I am meeting new people this year. Anime club at school is so freaking awesome. I met this kind of cool guy in my creative writing class and then I went to anime club and he was there and it was like yay, person i know, and it was happy and fun. Also I'm hanging out with one of my old high school friends tonight -- the one I went to senior prom with, in fact. No, we never dated, but it still could be fun. And this girl I knew in high school is randomly in my folklore class and we haven't spoken in like 4 years so that was random but cool.
School is okay so far. Dr. Preston is officially the coolest man in the universe. Literary theory is kicking my ass.
That is my life. I'm sure you so totally care.