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[x_archer_x]

I am so
desparately
in love with you

and you
can't make up your fucking mind.

Every bone in my body aches thinking about walking away

But staying is surely going to break my heart and my mind.

I want to be poetic, but my brain is caught up from every angle with reasons why I should and should not do this to myself.

Im left with a storm beneath my skin and lightning on my tongue, neither showing any signs of calming.

I keep telling myself I've come this far - but I'm not sure if Im calling myself a fool, or coaxing myself to wait for you a little longer.