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[x_amour]

Today was a busy day for me. After school, I went to
Citrus and Countryside mall. After the malls, I
went into Target to talk to Chuck and I'm officially
laid off but he said they would hire me back once
they got an opening. Then I went to Pizza Hut to turn
in the application Samiha got me...THEN I went home.
It was pretty cool to be all by myself for a change
today. I did a lot of thinking, and I drove
SLOW the whole time, haha. I'm so proud of myself :)

School was really boring today. I hardly have any
motivation except for a certain thing. I wish
I wasn't so impatient and I wish I was brave because
it would probably get me more places in life, haha.

I'm starting to fashion an idea in my head
Where I would impress you with every single word I said
It would come out insightful
or brave, or smooth, or charming
And you'd want to call me
And I would be there every time you need me
I'd be there every time
But for now I'll look so longingly.. waiting
for you to want me
for you to need me
for you to notice me..