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so tuesday me and brittany went to brooke's calling hours. it was by far the hardest thing i've ever had to do in my entire life. there were so many pictures and its just one of those things where you're sitting there waiting for her to be in the next room just smiling waiting for us all to see her. but she wasnt. she was in a tiny closed casket with flowers and gifts surrounding her. it was so surreal. to stand next to her but not be able to see her. she's looking down on us from heaven and i know she saw all the people there and she felt loved. but anyways, me and shawn are still together and i love it. my mom lets me stay the night at his house now. my class ring came in the other day but i dont get it til christmas. but thats ok, at least i get one. i'm getting engaged and i'm pumped =). well thats about all thats going on in my life. not very exciting i know but i'll keep you updated.