No matter how many times...
I have seen America's Next Top Model, I always seem to watch it when the re-runs are on. There's something about this show that is so appealing, I love the make-up, hair, poses, sets...everything.
I just got back from a swim meet that was four days long and I have not been this sore in so long, it's ridiculous. We did pretty good, but my 80 year old coach, "old man" as we call him, decided to jump off the 3 Meter diving board. Thank god I wasn't there to see it, bt I heard everyone was afraid he wouldn't come up from the bottom of the pool. People amaze me. My parents came down for the meet so that was, and I got Thai Food twice in 3 days...nothing beats that.
I haven't been to a single Starbucks in almost two weeks. I haven't had a latte in nearly three weeks and no caffeine in two. Everyone thinks that I'm doing this purposely but the truth is that I ran out of money to spend on coffee. I had $100 in Starbucks cards and I went through it in about a month. So...that limited my Starbucks visits pretty fast.
I have to see a counselor this week...I told my mom that I was depressed and that I really didn't want to live anymore. Sometimes I honestly feel that way, but those thoughts have never been put into serious action. Without my knowing, she called my schools sports chaplain who asked me talk to him and made me promise that I would call a counselor and meet with them. Seriously...this is ridiculous. I was so pissed at my mom, I couldn't believe it. I felt bad that I made her so worried but the fact that she broke my confidence was horrible. So, this Thursday I am seeing a counselor...we'll see how that goes, I don't knw what I'm going to say or anything...I feel like I'm on that show 'Intervention.'
So...I found out that Blaqk Audio is playing at Bamboozle and I am so happy. Shirley bought me tickets for both days so I get to see them! I have missed them for a long time! Also, I'm somewhat excited to see Jeffree Star...I just want to see his performance.
Taking the good with the bad...
-Liss.
I just got back from a swim meet that was four days long and I have not been this sore in so long, it's ridiculous. We did pretty good, but my 80 year old coach, "old man" as we call him, decided to jump off the 3 Meter diving board. Thank god I wasn't there to see it, bt I heard everyone was afraid he wouldn't come up from the bottom of the pool. People amaze me. My parents came down for the meet so that was, and I got Thai Food twice in 3 days...nothing beats that.
I haven't been to a single Starbucks in almost two weeks. I haven't had a latte in nearly three weeks and no caffeine in two. Everyone thinks that I'm doing this purposely but the truth is that I ran out of money to spend on coffee. I had $100 in Starbucks cards and I went through it in about a month. So...that limited my Starbucks visits pretty fast.
I have to see a counselor this week...I told my mom that I was depressed and that I really didn't want to live anymore. Sometimes I honestly feel that way, but those thoughts have never been put into serious action. Without my knowing, she called my schools sports chaplain who asked me talk to him and made me promise that I would call a counselor and meet with them. Seriously...this is ridiculous. I was so pissed at my mom, I couldn't believe it. I felt bad that I made her so worried but the fact that she broke my confidence was horrible. So, this Thursday I am seeing a counselor...we'll see how that goes, I don't knw what I'm going to say or anything...I feel like I'm on that show 'Intervention.'
So...I found out that Blaqk Audio is playing at Bamboozle and I am so happy. Shirley bought me tickets for both days so I get to see them! I have missed them for a long time! Also, I'm somewhat excited to see Jeffree Star...I just want to see his performance.
Taking the good with the bad...
-Liss.