my life right now = stress!!
boy oh boy, this week has been an absolute nightmare. i swear i'm going crazy with everything that's going on. it's an extreme load of stuff that's on my mind/brain - i think my head is gonna fall off. it really feels like that sometimes. despite a certain something that's going on right now, i have a TON of school work to do in the next 2 weeks.
- home health on monday with courtney from 8:00 - 4:00
- study for my test on tuesday
- write my care plan which is due on tuesday
- rewrite all of my clinical paper work to make it nice and neat which is also due tuesday
- go to the pines after school on tuesday to pick up my patient information for wednesday and thursday clinicals, and this week i have two patients, so double the paper work
- clinicals on wednesday on thursday, but thursday will be an early day because we have a nursing meeting at school at 1:30
- friday we have a critical skills test on wound irrigation, sterile fields, and dressing changes
- friday i'm also meeting with courtney, katarina, and melody after our critical skills test to talk and discuss our group project
- friday my midterm clinical evaluation is due, as well as my clinical journal
- next wednesday (the 21st), there's a critical skills test on catherization
okay.. i think that's all thats going on with school for the next two weeks. i might be missing something, but with all of that stuff on my brain and then something very important also on my mind, i just can't remember all of it. anyways, so i'm stressed and going nuts, and i think i really am going to lose my mind sooner or later, i just can't take this anymore! and this week i've hardly gotten any sleep which just adds to my stress level. plus my parents have been annoying me to death this week and i'm just about at my wits end with dealing with their crap, gosh sometimes i really wish i didn't live at home, oh well, soon enough i'll be out of here, thank god!
but amongst this horrible week, one thing good happened. the o.c. season premiere was on last night, and it was sooo good! it made me happy, gosh at least something does this week. ehh. oh, and i've also been trying to get in touch with joanna for the past week and a half and i just think she doesn't want to talk to me! :( but joanna, if you read this, i MUST tell you everything that's been going on, and it's gonna be long (i have a bunch to fill you in on), so be prepared when you talk to me! anyways, i think i'm gonna go and figure out why i'm doing homework on a friday night. hopefully i can find something better than this to do tonight. tata!! xoxo <3