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Because these are my last words and this is my last breath.
I'd give you everything... if there was something left.
I look alive, I'm dead inside. My heart has holes and black
blood flows. We'll do some drugs, well fall in love and get
fucked up while the world just shrugs.
We talked and held each other 'til the sun came up. And as I went to hell, the devil asked me if it was worth it. I said, "Yes. Yes it was."
People figure I crossed the line. Truth is, there is no line.
There's only your life and how you mess it up.
And who's there to save you and who isn't.
Just too bad for you, that when you had me you didn't know what to do.
Game over, You lose.
I'm messy and sarcastic and jealous and vain.
And I'm standing here asking you to love me for all I am.
She said, try to have a good time.
Don't put up with the hard hits,
they'll just hit you harder every time
that you get moving. You'll just keep losing
what little bit of mind that you have left.
So try and please me, and take it easy,
and try to keep your thoughts above the belt.
And I cannot stop thinking about you.
I cannot stop wondering,
if your constantly thinking about me.
Don't close your eyes, dear, I'm still staring.
I won't lie dear, I'm still breathing
even though your beauty is breathtaking.
I think maybe it shattered into a million little pieces again.
I'm going to be fine, I'm going to be fine.
I'm not going to run to anybody I can do this on my own.
Been through a lot in the last year.
It's like everything I love is slipping away.
And every time I come home,
some more of me it isn't there.
I gotta get it together,
I need to do things for myself.
I've given everything,
but still you take more from me.
I need some room to breathe.
Please know there are much better things in life than being liked or lonely or bitter or mean for self-conscious. We are all full of shit. Go love someone just because. I know your heart may be badly bruised, or even the victim of numerous knifings, but it will always heal, even if you don't want it to, it keeps going. There are the most fantastic, beautiful things and people out there, I promise. It is up to you to find them.
It's hard to think about growing up when you're right in the middle of doing it. It's hard to know what you want. Sometimes there are so many voices in your head it's difficult to know which of them is yours.
Crying doesn't indicate that you're weak.
Since birth, it has always been a sign that you're alive.
90 people get the swine flu
and everybody wants to wear a mask.
A million people have AIDS
and no one wants to wear a condom.
I am tired now from the inside out.
And nothing can stop the war that I've started with myself.
She looks outside her window while she's losing track of time trying to find the reason not to break down tonight.
I dug a hole so deep, I'm gonna drown in my mistakes. Can't even sell my soul, cause it ain't worth shit to take.
Conversation ensued, and I wanna do so many things to you. Sip after sip, you insist you're a hit. Sip after sip, yeah, I swear I can feel it.