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Well this week WAS going good. Spent a few days at my second home... hanging and just being me. It was wonderful. I really do love to just sit with them; even if it's just watching TV or playin truth or dare.
Lost enough weight go get my ass into a size smaller pant XD I'm now a 12. I haven't been a 12 since I was 12 *lol*
Also Nick measured me because I'm sure I was shrinking and I did.... Oddly enough I was only 6'... last time I checked it was 6'2"-ish.
but I'm blogging mostly because I've fallen right back into my depression. i know its face too. all the happy i had got torn away the moment i came home; and i cant escape it. I cant. mentally and financially. I can only ignore but soon i cant. and i worry... a lot.
Lost enough weight go get my ass into a size smaller pant XD I'm now a 12. I haven't been a 12 since I was 12 *lol*
Also Nick measured me because I'm sure I was shrinking and I did.... Oddly enough I was only 6'... last time I checked it was 6'2"-ish.
but I'm blogging mostly because I've fallen right back into my depression. i know its face too. all the happy i had got torn away the moment i came home; and i cant escape it. I cant. mentally and financially. I can only ignore but soon i cant. and i worry... a lot.