Aug 04, 2010 12:30
Ahhhhh ^____^ I weighed myself last night after I noticed the pants I got because i lost weight are now rather baggy...
So last time i was 197lbs and now I'm 187lbs! XD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! give or take a lb.
I'm kinda excited/scared to try on my smaller jeans I got some time ago when i got the pants i have now.
but now i really really need a new belt.. the one i have is past working and its too big cause i had to make a hole in it with a knife after i pulled one of those studs outa it. but its so thin I'm sure if i pulled it tight it will snap and I'll have no belt at all *lol*
on the mental front, I'm feeling better. I'm finding happiness in things and my friends have been a huge help. I'm really really considering the offer of moving in to the NH apt with my friends but there are a lot of mental hurdles i cant just clear yet...
God knows I'm trying my hardest to get over things but its never easy..
Just thought a update would be nice to everyone who has been rooting me on <3
I love you all