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hmmm today was interesting...I spent the nite at Eashes last nite then woke up at like 11 or sumthing and came home at like 1 then at 2 I showered...then I sat around for awhile and watched tv then I went with my mom and dad to kmart and I put in an app ...they better call me or someone better I put out like 8 apps so ill be very VERY pissed if no one calls GARRR... hmmm...anywho I came home and went up in my room to exercise then I came down here and did pilates with my momma... hmm...I need to loose weight then ill be o so happy... grrr... life is so frustrating I wish summer vacation would come then I wouldent have to see suds or any of his friends till like next year and hopefully by then they will have forgotten about me and not razz me next year and life will be grand... Id like to kno when Robert Cady is plaining on eating me so I can work my scheduale around it... it would be helpfull if anyone could answer me that...
on a side note: I dont think im going to go to the MBT concert for a couple of reasons... 1)I never talk to any of them anyways so if Shawn or any of the other members decided to LOATHE me for all eternity I could care less... 2)I dont have $10 3)The only reason Shawn decided I was "ok" to talk to this time was because I said there band was good and I was considering going to there show 4)Even if I do go none of them will acknowlede me and the fact that I decided to support them 5)I dont think I wanna be any of their friends because they associate with Suds AND they (or atleast shawn does) seem to think that its my fault that Suds razzes me constantly and 6)They dont honestly want ME there they just want someone there in general
so yes I belive my mind is made up... sorry guys... I just dont feel like feeling like I dont even matter anymore so im going isolate myself from u all... no offence or anything not like u care anywho...
Besides that its not like any of u read my journal anywyas so that was probably just another waste of time...
on a side note: I dont think im going to go to the MBT concert for a couple of reasons... 1)I never talk to any of them anyways so if Shawn or any of the other members decided to LOATHE me for all eternity I could care less... 2)I dont have $10 3)The only reason Shawn decided I was "ok" to talk to this time was because I said there band was good and I was considering going to there show 4)Even if I do go none of them will acknowlede me and the fact that I decided to support them 5)I dont think I wanna be any of their friends because they associate with Suds AND they (or atleast shawn does) seem to think that its my fault that Suds razzes me constantly and 6)They dont honestly want ME there they just want someone there in general
so yes I belive my mind is made up... sorry guys... I just dont feel like feeling like I dont even matter anymore so im going isolate myself from u all... no offence or anything not like u care anywho...
Besides that its not like any of u read my journal anywyas so that was probably just another waste of time...