--you drive me crazy, but crazy is alright, with you looking at me--
the funeral and visitation went pretty good. i'm still worried bout my dad though, my sister, too-- her and her mom are EMOTIONAL-- but just keep praying for them pleaseee. i really do miss my g-maw though, but atleast she's in a better place now, and that's just what i keep telling myself.
i went to the movies last night w. case, carmen, kieli, erica, and steven. that was a good time. we were all standin' up at kevin's car before the movies, and i got mud all over the back of my jeans when i went to sit down in the car cause they had been 4wheeling earlier yesterday. gah i called him up when he left when i had realized it and i was like UHH THANKS. anyways, anacondas was REALLY good--scary, but good.
i'm SO confused right now about EVERYTHING... i'm just missing the way things were this summer, i guess. i really don't know. i mean i thought i was the ONLY one, but from the looks of it i really don't know anymore. i just wish things could go back to how they were between us, and i mean they're better, but not the same. anyways, i'm out... gonna go and try and find somthin' productive to do...
i went to the movies last night w. case, carmen, kieli, erica, and steven. that was a good time. we were all standin' up at kevin's car before the movies, and i got mud all over the back of my jeans when i went to sit down in the car cause they had been 4wheeling earlier yesterday. gah i called him up when he left when i had realized it and i was like UHH THANKS. anyways, anacondas was REALLY good--scary, but good.
i'm SO confused right now about EVERYTHING... i'm just missing the way things were this summer, i guess. i really don't know. i mean i thought i was the ONLY one, but from the looks of it i really don't know anymore. i just wish things could go back to how they were between us, and i mean they're better, but not the same. anyways, i'm out... gonna go and try and find somthin' productive to do...