--so hard to say goodbye--

Sep 02, 2004 23:07

most of yall know my g-maw died last night.... it was really shocking, and i just felt really bad that i didn't get to say bye, and that i barely talked to her anymore since my rents got divorced and all, but i had a dream last night that i was saying bye to her, and i wonder if it was the same time she died and i really was getting to say goodbye... idk it was really weird. gah, i hope that didn't make me sound liek a freak. atleast i know that mawmaw's in a better place now and that she can be with pawpaw frye and virginia [that was her best friend], so just please pray for my dad yall.

anyways, there was some drama at the bonnie frye house today--i got into it w. my aunt and my cousin considering she made me cry cause she said something bout my sis and me not being able to pick up a phone and call somebody... yeah we def made sure they new what was up. oh well, my dad just told us not to say nothin' to em and to be respectful of mawmaw, then after all this is over we won't ever hafta have nothin' to do w. em again.. i know that sounds bad, but you don't know them. my dad and his sister have NEVER gotten along and she's always been jealous of him, but that's a whole other story.

wow, trey and travis just came by here--i love them two. no dance or pe for me for the next 2 weeks either--doc's orders! don't look like i'll be goin' to the lake w. natty either..that def sucks. oh well, there'll be other times. anyways, i'm out. love love.

UNCsweetie205: sorry bout your granny
UNCsweetie205: but Im sure she is in a better place...but the next time you do something bad...remember she is watching you
--thanks manda, that made me laugh. and thanks to everybody else, too, for all the calls, voicemails, IMs, and text messages today--i have the best friends in this whole fuckin world... except for the one that i let get away from me...

"the space between
the tears we cry
is the laughter that keeps us
coming back for more"
--dmb
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