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Jun 03, 2004 20:00


hey haha your not going to get read of me im not 1 to b pucht away and if u try ill b with u till the end....and every 1 says i got a problem haha no i just hate the world i want to kill my self and dont go telling every 1 that i think ill actuly do it but thats another time i have a a fallen angel in my name i have a realy cool fucking sis a life time of bad times none good till the *(/]<* my moms dieing i just heard smokeie died i miss jane and i got friends that dont want anything to do with me i hate the world life my mind dark with pain northing more im just dead and i want to die again yet another day shall die befor me i would take care of that but i think 4 people care 4 me so i owe them something morgan,janic,shana,chris and thats it thats all i got the no where kids fuck it im the no where kid there is no others im left standing to fight alown and dont ever say your sorry 4 me i take not what i cant give i wanted to help u but u dont want it fine iv thrown in the towl fix your own fucking fuckt up self i tryed to help u but "u dont care""u dont need me to bring u down"tis what u said haha DOWN im fucking 6 feet deep i wish i could help the nowhere kids
lets see what a nowhere*kid realy is

(;'$!<]{;')~>the-lost-child-of-lust*

born in:LA-california

age:17

dad:richerd burns-left when sick was like 3 is a drunk drug adict

mom:janic carr-has always been there has realy bad anger problems yells at sick 4 no reason and puts him down all the time

bros-sis:i have 4 brothers and 3 sisters only meat 1 the rest including him where to busy doing drugs to spend tim with sick

friends:SICK:the killers/SMOKEIE:dead/JANE:dead/ARCHY:dead/SNOW:dead/NOPE:dead/MORGAN:my lover/SHANA:my only true sis/NIRVANA:my red nose pit/KITTY:my blue pit/KURT COBAIN

medication:600 mg leatheum/200 mg welbutren/concerta 54/200 mg secaquil

probs:adhd/extremly hyper active/pyco skico/bi-polor/manic/extream anger problems/realtichion ship and trust isusse

music:blink-182/box car racer/disturbed/spineshank/NIN/nirvana

life:did just bout ever drug out there fights worice seen all my friends die in my arms iv lived on the streets for like a year and the rest is to sad to b talkt about

sicks drugs:heroine-paint-coke-chronic-alcohal-pills-lsd-pcp-shrooms

(;'$!<]{;')~>the-lost-child-of-lust*

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