Jun 01, 2004 19:47
haha have you ever had something u knew u wernt soposta have like a nudeie mag and u injoyed it any way well lets just say the feeling mutal...ouch hold on haha i deard my self to snott salt and vinager chips and ya it burnd so fucking bad...ok any way ya to day i made god look bad i held about 5'6'' 140 lbs of perfection agenst my bodie so beautiful the only thing that tast beter than her suger sand skin is my new fav flavor of untoucht unexperenced inocence found in her jaws of life...not a trace of drugs,alcohol,sin just experenct lust i never thought i would fall in love with my ideal pray im not hunting any more im being killed by the first encounter of true love to ever touch this wasted worthless life it hurts so much yet iv hurt for so long i pray to her that shell end it all with a kiss seal my fait of longing lust with the purity i will never posese i feard 1 thing in the past and it has returnd to hount my dreams its my only fear ill kiss the face of death as we have sex in your so called hell and yet i hit the ground runing when my 1 and only fear hits my frontal lobe (dont ask its my batel,mine and mine alown)yet i lafugh at my weakness as i wish for the gift of opening my eyes in heven once more befor i die my colder than crackt hart only beats in the rays of her beutiful BEAUTIFUL face so pearty so perfect i want more than any thing to disapear and watch her live in the cover of shady shadows and silent night...but she knows what i do and some how i know ill kill her yet with out me shell surly die and some how dileverd by the unkonwn out of all the pain death and sufering i live and calus some how swiming in the prematuratiy of my hatred and sin sturd in with the blood of a killer spawns the happyness loved buy perfection i know im not a good person far FAR from normal not to ever be pure or holly busted broken defective unstable disturbed corrupted crazed just add death 2.0 and melted cofin nails and u got my seethrough overcought colerd in with a red sharpie yet i lay down my transparent red tickit to heven over 6 foot deap puddle of my unseen tears so she can cross over so i can spend the rest of how far this bodie will take me laying on her softer than sweet nukels as mine r left forgoten with undesturctable purpose's i can only hope to die in her arms i want death but i wont leave u hear in pergemtory all alone...and dont b a fool u know damn well im not good enofe for u no noo dont say a fucking word and ill more the likey b the death of u yet ull die to my frozez back if i run so i shall b your killer my only perpos in life is to make sure u dide with a smile staind apon that beautiful face in her name i pray...i love u morgan and i know im loved as well but i wish no noo i dont i wouldent have it any other way I LOVE U BABE
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