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This crazy 2004 is coming to an end. It's ben a pretty fucking bumpy ride, and it has had alot of good things, and alot more bad things. But I would never take anything back, and I don't regret a thing. I'd have to say, no matter what this has been the best year of my life....and there is still so much more to come.

First half of this year:- ( Read more... )

IT'S FUNNY HOW A PERSON CAN BE SO SAD, BUT YET NOT ONE TEAR IS SHED.

IT'S FUNNY HOW A PERSON CAN ERASE ALL THINGS FROM THEIR MEMORY, LIKE NONE OF THIS EVER HAPPEND.

IT'S FUNNY HOW HE CAN PRETEND HE NEVER LOVED ME.

IT'S FUNNY HOW I CAN DO THE SAME.

IT'S FUNNY HOW THE WORDS HE SAID TO ME, ARE NOW LIKE POISON IN MY VEINS.

IT'S FUNNY HOW MY HEART ( Read more... )

Okay so the past few days have been great! I slept over Lizs and had a blast! Ugh I love her! Then umm I sat at home like a fat ass. And uhhh yeah. But umm Joey is here and he is still fucken hott as usual! Ugh! I missed him sooo much! We hung out all day! OMFG SO MUCH FUN! Halo..DDR...Peppermint candies...Being losers you know, the usual! Ugh so ( Read more... )

So yeah, uh yeah. Nothing new, Joey isnt coming till tonight. Im pretty pissed.

Just thought I'd share this

Jimmi, Dan, Pat, Phil, and Aaron ---> ( Friends For Never )

So yeah. Things are okay now I guess. Joey was supposedto be here now but I guess he is coming tonight at 10:45. UGH! And ofcourse me and liz like got all ready and tried so hard. HAHA I HATE LIFE! But aaa yeah, I was on the phone with Genester for a while. It was cool. Yeah me and liz are stealing balls from her little sister racheal....GUM BALLS ( Read more... )

Today was good. I defenitly looked like a bum all day and didnt care! lol My cut off black sweat pants and old red something corporate tee shirt. Yeah I defeintly could give a shit! WOO! Ummm it was a really easy day. Ugh one more day thank gawd! But it'll be fun. WOO JOEY IS COMING IN 2 DAYS! I don't know how thats gunna be....hehe, hopefully fun ( Read more... )

Well, Liz hasn't been in school for two days. Im seriously not complete with out her. I LOVE HER! Ugh you know whats great, the new friends that I have been making, like I talk alot more to Ellie and Jessica and Devon..and Dayne =D Woo But dude, I hate being grounded. I am still the most miserable person. And you know what else I hate??!!??! ( Read more... )

So since I have no life I write stupid stuff non-stop
For instance..........

LYING ON THE FLOOR, STARING AT THE CEILING
THINKING TO MYSELF, MY HEART AND MIND NEED SOME HEALING

CRYING ALL ALONE, JUST SITTING ON THE GROUND
COUNTING HOW MANY TIMES THE FAN SPINS AROUND

MY FAVORITE THING TO DO IS JUST SLEEP AT NIGHT
CLOSING MY EYES.....PRETENDING EVERYTHING ( Read more... )

My life is as bad as it can get right now. I never thought I would save all my school work to do at home. But it's the only thing I can do besides sleep. Ugh this is horrible. I cried in school today, I felt like such a dumbass.

Please god...PLEASE let everything get better. Please let my parents and sister stop hating me. Please let me and Liz ( Read more... )