Found This On Computer
Have you ever thought so much, and lost yourself so much, that insanity was the only thing that was ‘sane’ to you? Where everything and everyone you know just seemed to melt away into a different being and more of a stranger then they were before. Where you are so lost in such an unfamiliar world that nothing seems to be real anymore? That everything is so much different you don’t know who you are, or even what you are. The people around you are strangers, but you, yourself is more a stranger then anyone else. Things change to quickly but nothing will ever be the same, risks are points where there is hell to pay, and cliffs to leap from. And not taking the fall is sometimes the pain of it all. Slowly things become anything but clear, and life becomes anything but shining. Things only seem to get worse, and nothing seems to get better, the sky seems to darken, the sun seems to fade. You eyes don’t adjust fast enough and for a moment your left blind. For that moment you can’t see, and you think you can’t feel. Lost more then ever you fall back onto the ground, it’s not a soft landing, but rather hard. Your sight returns and soon the dark become clearer. But life is still darker then ever, you head seems to clear, just a bit where you can see who you are, for a moment you can say your not a stranger to yourself. You see who you are in the memories that almost always seem to haunt you, but you don’t want to give. What if they are lying? What if they are slowly trying to take control until you find that you’ve lost yourself completely in a mix of lies and emotions? To lose yourself within yourself, to forget who you are because you can not forgive your feelings. You don’t want to lose the things you remember, you don’t want to forgive that things that happened.
So everyone. I have no idea where this came from. It was on my computer. I decided to put it up. =]