When the Passion is gone::
I don't understand one thing about certain people. How can they go through life with no passion behind anything they do? They do it to get through another day, but the passion behind what they used to love is gone. How do people expect to make it through this with no love, passion, and want to be doing something. We need fun, everyone needs fun: Young children, teenagers, adults, even older folks. We live our life and do what we want based strictly off our passions, our wants, and the enjoyment we get from doing it. What happens when that all goes away? We go through, doing the same thing over and over but get no enjoyment from it? We sit and watch from the side as people experience the passion and love we wish we had for want they are doing? No one wants to be left out, and no one wants to lose the passion we all crave. Take me for example, ((really the reason I wrote this to begin with)). I have a love // passion for soccer, but this year, that love has slowly slipped away. Sitting on the bench, not playing and watching as we lose when I know I could of helped in some way. Hearing a frustrated coach yelling as the starters are beginning to get tired and weak from over playing. But still I never step foot into the game. At least last year we lost, and had fun with it. This year, we lose and hope that practice the next day won't be hell. We all want the fun to be there, to keep our passion for the sport there. But what passion is there when you're sitting on the bench? What passion is there when you practice your hardest but are still never put in. Everyone works to get better, but what happens when working that hard gets you no where at all. Maybe I'm not good enough to play, but that would at least be something I would like to know, so then I know if I should walk off the feild for good. But why would I quit? I don't want to leave this sport // team behind. I want to play, but I want the passion and love there too. I don't want to lose my love for the sport because I never get to play, because it's no fun at all. I don't want to quit, I have no strength for that. I'm just trying to find a way to make everything better. I don't want to lose a sport over the fact I can't do anything to help. I know I can help, I just need that chance to prove that to everyone else. But I'm never given the chance, so how can I show what I know I can do. I don't know what else to say. I'm losing my love for a sport that I used to think was great. I think I'm going to start just sticking with tennis, cause at least I know I'll play.
<3 Maggie
<3 Maggie