Every Girl Loves Wearing Fake Pearls

Jan 21, 2006 21:59

Dear Britt,
I just wanted to say I love you so much. I know, I tell you that all the time, but Hey! Everyone loves to hear it once in a while. Theres just a few things Id like to tell you.

♥I miss you
♥♥I love you ((there we go again))
♥♥♥Im sorry
♥♥♥♥You'r always going to be my Best Friend...so deal with it!

I remeber the day I IMed you. I was so scared. I mean after Homecomming, I felt as if there was nothing I could do to make things even "SEMI-CLOSE" to how things use to be. I mean Im still kinda confused on why you dont hate me. I mean I couldnt believe how nice you were being. But then I realized you wernt being nice. You were just being you. A good friend. Ive been so mean to you, and just mean period, that I was totaly thrown off gaurd when you actually wanted to talk to me. But thanks...

Your going to think Im so pathetic, along with the rest of the people who read this but, well Im weird so I think It's too late to do anything about it now. I mean sometimes, on the way to class by myself, I pass OUR old locker, and I remember when you would be the first there and I scream BRITTANEY ELIZABETH with my finger in the air, and we would walk to science together.

I remember eating lunch , just the two of us, under the trophy case. Everyday. Cheese-ITs and Strawberry Milk. Everyday.

I remember when we skiped together for the first time. HAH! We were so freaked out. We had it all planned. lol that was a fun day.

I remember going to Aunt Tonya's to babysit Jake with you. Dang, he gave the best kisses. lol He would wake up earlier and get you up and you would make him breakfast just to find him sneaking back up stairs to see if he could get me up. Id hear you telling him "Jake? Come one hunny, let Danielle sleep. Come eat your breakfast" lol Thanks.

I remember wearing everything of yours. LMAO I loved getting ready with you. Black converse, tight jeans w/ tights, ribbions as belts and a little bit of hair spray to mess the hair up, and away we would go.((remember when I would beg you to curl my hair, even tho it took forever, but I still wanted you to because you did it just how I like it, I just thought of that))

I remember walking to the bus EVERY MORNING scared shitless of that damn boat, right after you turn the street and are walking up the hill. God, we always screamed because we swore it looked like a man. IT DID! And, how can I forget thoes damn cracks we nearly broke our faces on, on the sidewalk. OMG it use to take so long to walk home because we had to pee from laughing so hard.

Getting passes with one of our names on it and saying "Wait, where she going!" "Is my name on that too?" just so we wouldnt have to leave ea. other.

Our late night conversations. We would say we were going to bed, then end up talking for hours about Boys, MAKING OUT((lol)), Girls we didnt like, How ppl. call us bitches, the things we did that day...

I loved your family. Grandma Pat!!! I miss her so much. She made the best...EVERYTHING. lol I felt at home when I was with your family. Ms. Mya Joy and her faces! lol Fights with you and Zach..omg that one time outside and there ws hair pulling and punching... Christmas parties with Santa, and cookouts.

How we would think of every little stupid thing to do just so we could go hang out with the neighborhood boys. lol Lieing to our parents so we could go off and get high. Oh lord! You fed Cody's dog the whole bag of Lay's Chips..lol

Till this day, people still ask about you. Mrs. Wilds, the other day, when I had went in her room for some gum, she said "Yah, go ahead, get some gum ladies" and I said "Ladies?" and she was like "Oh...Im sorry I thought Brittaney was with you..." lol That was kinda hard, but its been awhile, and when I read about how well your doing, and how you have made TONZ of new friends, I kno things are not going to be hard forever.

Like I said, your still my best friend. And even tho we went through alot since 9th grade till now, you dont have to consider me you best friend. Not even one of your close friends, but maybe one of your good friends. A friend who you use to love hanging out with...that will do just fine.

I wish you the best at your new High School, and already I can see that they love you just as much as I did. Of course I have other friends, but it gonna suck graduating alone, but Im going to make you come see me...lol

Bottom line. Thanks. I love you and I cant wait till we get to hang out again and I pray things wont be weird. I pray things will go the way they use to, and we will just laugh until our legs cross, and we have to pee...

New memories are sure to come one day soon!

Sincerly the one and only cuttest girl you'll ever meet with such a handsome man voice,

Danni Marie Middaugh

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