Jan 21, 2006 01:07
I just walked in from being outside in the rain. Im under the influence of alchololl and i just want ed a cigg. I urined on mysel;f. I hate being in my periodd. Pathetic i kno this already!
Errol is desperatly hurting my feelings. He can be so mean somtimes, and he doesnt even know it. I permenetly deleted his number from my phone since he doesnt wanna call meeee
We weremakingout and i reached in hiz pocket to find a asorted color condom YELLOW to be exact!!!
His words::: "baby, come on baby calm dwn"" Why is he doing this? Hes fucking someone else obvioulsy becus its not me !
Where do you go from here. Do i forget him and wait till he calls and just go o nt with out him or call him and beg and tell him i neeed im like i alwyas do?
Help!
I guess people are righhht. My lowest is cojming soon i fell!
Tera syas hi and i thn k we need another cornoa
Tats helps alil bit