loyalty is a must.
well now..
two weeks ago, i was ready to put it all behind me and guess what i'm back where i started.
i took a chance last night, swallowed some pride and i'm glad i did. i need more though. not necessarily more physical or emotional support just appreciation and reassurance. yeah. that's what i need.
i recently caught up with an old friend and he couldn't believe how much i've grown in the past few years and more recently in the past 365 days. i knew i had matured in that department a little but wasn't aware on how far i've come until he put it in perspective for me. i know what i want and i'm actually fighting for something for the first time. i don't care whether you understand it or not or even respect it. it's my decision and i'll give this all i got.
so that's what i'm going to do. gather my thoughts and make it all make sense.
i'm perfectly content laying on my couch right now, making a pizza and watching old re-runs of friends by myself on a Friday night.
i have a long day tomorrow, working from 1-10pm with running some errands beforehand.
goodnight.
two weeks ago, i was ready to put it all behind me and guess what i'm back where i started.
i took a chance last night, swallowed some pride and i'm glad i did. i need more though. not necessarily more physical or emotional support just appreciation and reassurance. yeah. that's what i need.
i recently caught up with an old friend and he couldn't believe how much i've grown in the past few years and more recently in the past 365 days. i knew i had matured in that department a little but wasn't aware on how far i've come until he put it in perspective for me. i know what i want and i'm actually fighting for something for the first time. i don't care whether you understand it or not or even respect it. it's my decision and i'll give this all i got.
so that's what i'm going to do. gather my thoughts and make it all make sense.
i'm perfectly content laying on my couch right now, making a pizza and watching old re-runs of friends by myself on a Friday night.
i have a long day tomorrow, working from 1-10pm with running some errands beforehand.
goodnight.