You can't lose something you never had..
It's been years since I have updated and I don't know what's bringing me back here but here I am..
writing in here used to be therapeutic and help me gather my thoughts. lately I have felt a little lost and I need to get myself back together. I feel like I'm slowly moving backwards in some directions and making strides in others.
I just don't know anymore. I need to get out of this funk and I'm hoping this is the ticket.
it's crazy that I have all these thoughts running through my head yet I can't find the right words to say.
as of 10:00 pm on Wednesday February 20th, I'm making a change. I can't do this anymore. I am honestly driving myself insane. I am making a vow to write in here again every day or as often as I can. it may not make any sense to any of you reading this but I'll do my best.
as for now, I have a movie in and I'm about to make myself a bath and prep for another long day.
xx - christine