Jan 24, 2007 23:12
So I officially got confirmation that both grad schools I applied to received everything for my application...now I just sit back and wait.
If there's one thing I have learned in life, its that I have a pretty good idea of how things go, but it needn't be so; in fact, its not always so. What else is new, my life hangs in the balance on multiple fronts. Stuff not even worth mentioning...my problems, I'll deal with them. Suffice it to say, I've developed a much tougher skin in terms of life's ups and downs...complaining is for minor things, and is itself a bit of a waste of breath, in my opinion.
I hope everyone is doing well. I've been slacking in the fitness department, something which I will remedy tomorrow morning at 7 am...back to basics. Life has become more like a river...ever-changing, with new stuff happening all the time. Between working as a TA, in a hospital, and in the admissions office, as well as school, research, kung fu, and a gf, I sound busy on paper, but to be honest I've sort of gotten into the groove of things. If I had the choice, I'd definately quit my admissions job: too much heartache for so little pay...if that was a password, it'd be: 2MH4SLP. People are ok and all, but to have to read up on things and deal with random stuff...not worth my efforts...but money in the bank is a necessity of mine.
I have been thinking of women a lot lately. Just in generalities...people love baseball analogies: 2nd base, home run, out of your league. That last one intrigues me...leagues eh? I couldn't be bothered to stick to some rule like that, which likely may work in general for most people in a lot of circumstances (note the vagueness), but not always so...Frankly, sometimes I get sick of it all, but its always the opposite: you want someone when you're single, and you don't really think too much about being in a relationship when you're in one. Too much thought about very miniscule topics.
As things stand, I'm really just aloof to everything going on. I'll do my thing, and see where things go. Sometimes we shall have random drinking parties, which a handful of people will attend. I've also realized that I shouldn't attach so much to people I've known these past 4 years...soon enough we will all disappear from each other's views...nice knowing you guys, hope life treats you well. We'll keep in touch...yah right. I don't really care, its just part of the flow...so let it go.
I farted on the floor...are you jealous?
Kris