Hello July
A fresh pocket journal on the first of the month. This is the first day of getting back to normal life after the blowback from Brenda's breakup with Eron. Yesterday, Brenda and I had a long talk about the kind of people who are negatively impacting our life and the kind who are positive and where our basic goals lie. It feels like things are falling into place for a new chapter of our lives to begin and with that feeling there is the thrill of so many possibilities.
While I have certain things I have in mind as far as directing my energy this month, I don't really want to set anything too firmly without discussing things a bit more with Brenda. My highest priority is nurturing the sense of partnership we will need to repave our marital foundation. Not so much that we need to do everything in tandem. More that we both probably have opportunities to make things better for both of us as a family and we may miss them if we don't talk about our motivating desires. Pretty much every aspect of life has been kind of a clusterfuck lately so some thought and care needs to be put into picking through the wreckage and sorting out the mess without doing any more damage.
While I have certain things I have in mind as far as directing my energy this month, I don't really want to set anything too firmly without discussing things a bit more with Brenda. My highest priority is nurturing the sense of partnership we will need to repave our marital foundation. Not so much that we need to do everything in tandem. More that we both probably have opportunities to make things better for both of us as a family and we may miss them if we don't talk about our motivating desires. Pretty much every aspect of life has been kind of a clusterfuck lately so some thought and care needs to be put into picking through the wreckage and sorting out the mess without doing any more damage.