An Overdue Update...
I've been slacking huh, but not too bad I hope. It's just taking me a lil while to get back into the swing of this thing called life.
I wanted to thank everyone very much for their responses to my last post. The offer is extremely sweet and almost made me cry. The only thing is that Joe and I still haven't decided when we are going to do this. OK, he would be happy to tell you it's me that can't decide. He would do it this weekend if I said ok. But I'd hate to try to get something all planned and then not go through with it. It would be a waste.
I am happy to announce that I am doing much better much of the time, but I still have days where I can't gaurantee that I'll be able to get up for anything. It would be my luck that everyone would go through with this and then come the day would get here and I wouldn't be able to get my head off the pillow. I would feel like a shit heel if that happened.
Joe still says just let a j.p. do it and then have a get together here at some point afterwards. So I guess that's what we are going to do. Not my ideal situation, but what ever is?
As I said, I am doing beter. I let some friends of mine talk me into floating around their swimming pool this weekend and it worked wonders. Thank you again hehe. I have been sleeping better since then as well. I am in bed by 10pm, yes me, the night owl heh. I still wake up every few hours for reasons I usually can't determine, but I am able to roll over and get back to sleep. So I sleep til like 8 r 9 most mornings. I never thought that would be a luxury, but it is.
We had our 20 week ultrasound, the one where you are supposed to be able to determine the sex? Yea right, it's our kid alright.. being difficult already. It has it's head under one boob and it's butt under the other. It facing my back and has it's legs crossed with it's feet tucked in between.
Joe swears that one of the feet isn't a foot and that we are having a boy...LOL. *rolls eyes* There was no even guessing at the sex. *sighs* But it has a nice head and and spine and 2 of everything that it's supposed to and one of everything else. Well formed, heart sounds great. Good movement. All of those thing you like to see and hear to let you know that you have a healthy baby.
Joe has actually resigned himself to not know until the baby gets here. He says he knew it would happen this way all along. *shrugs* It's just killing me not to know cause I'm tired of buying yellow and green. I'm ready to get to some pink or blue hehe.
Joe's been moved to yet another crew. Supposedly he is going to have weekends off for a while. I've heard that before and saw it not to be true, but we shall see. So maybe we can actually go see some people and do a lil something. Like I said, I'm still not 100%, but I'm much better than I was...yayyy.
Well, I guess that's about it. Not lots going on right now. Joe's working and I'm getting better. Dill's been spending time with relatives and friends so he's been doing ok too.
Hope all of you guys have been doing well also. Talk to you all later!
I wanted to thank everyone very much for their responses to my last post. The offer is extremely sweet and almost made me cry. The only thing is that Joe and I still haven't decided when we are going to do this. OK, he would be happy to tell you it's me that can't decide. He would do it this weekend if I said ok. But I'd hate to try to get something all planned and then not go through with it. It would be a waste.
I am happy to announce that I am doing much better much of the time, but I still have days where I can't gaurantee that I'll be able to get up for anything. It would be my luck that everyone would go through with this and then come the day would get here and I wouldn't be able to get my head off the pillow. I would feel like a shit heel if that happened.
Joe still says just let a j.p. do it and then have a get together here at some point afterwards. So I guess that's what we are going to do. Not my ideal situation, but what ever is?
As I said, I am doing beter. I let some friends of mine talk me into floating around their swimming pool this weekend and it worked wonders. Thank you again hehe. I have been sleeping better since then as well. I am in bed by 10pm, yes me, the night owl heh. I still wake up every few hours for reasons I usually can't determine, but I am able to roll over and get back to sleep. So I sleep til like 8 r 9 most mornings. I never thought that would be a luxury, but it is.
We had our 20 week ultrasound, the one where you are supposed to be able to determine the sex? Yea right, it's our kid alright.. being difficult already. It has it's head under one boob and it's butt under the other. It facing my back and has it's legs crossed with it's feet tucked in between.
Joe swears that one of the feet isn't a foot and that we are having a boy...LOL. *rolls eyes* There was no even guessing at the sex. *sighs* But it has a nice head and and spine and 2 of everything that it's supposed to and one of everything else. Well formed, heart sounds great. Good movement. All of those thing you like to see and hear to let you know that you have a healthy baby.
Joe has actually resigned himself to not know until the baby gets here. He says he knew it would happen this way all along. *shrugs* It's just killing me not to know cause I'm tired of buying yellow and green. I'm ready to get to some pink or blue hehe.
Joe's been moved to yet another crew. Supposedly he is going to have weekends off for a while. I've heard that before and saw it not to be true, but we shall see. So maybe we can actually go see some people and do a lil something. Like I said, I'm still not 100%, but I'm much better than I was...yayyy.
Well, I guess that's about it. Not lots going on right now. Joe's working and I'm getting better. Dill's been spending time with relatives and friends so he's been doing ok too.
Hope all of you guys have been doing well also. Talk to you all later!