My Personal Hell
Just some things going through my brain right now:
This baby is due in the next 2-3 months...am I ready? Will I be a good daddy? Pictures here: http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/shawndra84/album?.dir=6877&.src=ph&store=&prodid=&.done=http%3a//pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/shawndra84/my_photos
My days in the WWA are done for a couple shows...I miss it, but I feel no love or support from anyone right now about any of it. I wonder if they miss me at all.
Steve Freeman...is the lowest form of life on this planet. He's capable of making anyone believe all of his bullshit is true. My hatred for this man goes deeper than anything. To say what you said just makes me that more dedicated to continuing being better than you. I hope you are reincarnated as a toilet!
Jessica: Look I know she had something to do w/ this rumor, but who really cares anymore? She'll get hers in due time.
NGW...what's going on? I'd love to talk w/ you guys but have no way of doing so & Alex never returns calls.
Shawndra & I: getting along better than we have in a real long time. Makes me wonder how long it'll be before I fuck it up...not that I am planning mind you. We've talked wedding,honeymoon, kids, houses, & all that...I cannot wait to actually officially start our life together.
Chris & Barb: I didn't think you two were in on any of it...just got really pissed off & I DID apologize for it, still waiting on your response.
Beans & Mel: what can I say? What a long trip it's been for us & hopefully in due time I will be able to once again travel down this road that is finally getting somewhere after all the hard work we've all done. I am proud to say that we've gotten it this far & hope I can be there to watch it get to it's ultimate destination.
Work: 3rd shift sucks but has its advantages...not alot of the drama we had before...still got the bullshit & rumors, but not as bad. Now if we could get our pay.
Money: Really depressed that Shawndra's B-day is June 2nd...I have no $$$ to get her anything b/c we were supposed to have an extra $750 from the raise we never got yet...better be there Thursday or we're bangin' skulls. Already talked to labor board...plus there's a sexual harrassment case that Shawndra could get a payday for...plus there's false accusations about shit that we both can take to the bank on...it'll be a great day.
Trin: God I miss the peanut! I can't wait for her to come home so that we can do fun things like go to the zoo & stuff. Hopefully once the wedding is done...I can be her step-dad.
Appointments: good god when do we NOT have one? every other day!
The mother in law: ehhh don't wanna go there right now. It's a good bad thing some are ok some suck.
This PC: took a massive shit last week & now have to get all my songs & stuff I had on it.
FF11 on-line: woo level 9 WAR now...go me! If I had time I'd do better (Shawndra is lvl 12 Blk Mage).
The Playtoy: (our car) you need an oil change, a new drivers side mirror, & to have that dent banged out from the hit & run on ya...we'll take care of ya!
My Brother: see you Friday for graduation...wish I had more time to hang w/ ya!
Everyone or thing else: holla at me & you can get some of my rare attention too!
This baby is due in the next 2-3 months...am I ready? Will I be a good daddy? Pictures here: http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/shawndra84/album?.dir=6877&.src=ph&store=&prodid=&.done=http%3a//pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/shawndra84/my_photos
My days in the WWA are done for a couple shows...I miss it, but I feel no love or support from anyone right now about any of it. I wonder if they miss me at all.
Steve Freeman...is the lowest form of life on this planet. He's capable of making anyone believe all of his bullshit is true. My hatred for this man goes deeper than anything. To say what you said just makes me that more dedicated to continuing being better than you. I hope you are reincarnated as a toilet!
Jessica: Look I know she had something to do w/ this rumor, but who really cares anymore? She'll get hers in due time.
NGW...what's going on? I'd love to talk w/ you guys but have no way of doing so & Alex never returns calls.
Shawndra & I: getting along better than we have in a real long time. Makes me wonder how long it'll be before I fuck it up...not that I am planning mind you. We've talked wedding,honeymoon, kids, houses, & all that...I cannot wait to actually officially start our life together.
Chris & Barb: I didn't think you two were in on any of it...just got really pissed off & I DID apologize for it, still waiting on your response.
Beans & Mel: what can I say? What a long trip it's been for us & hopefully in due time I will be able to once again travel down this road that is finally getting somewhere after all the hard work we've all done. I am proud to say that we've gotten it this far & hope I can be there to watch it get to it's ultimate destination.
Work: 3rd shift sucks but has its advantages...not alot of the drama we had before...still got the bullshit & rumors, but not as bad. Now if we could get our pay.
Money: Really depressed that Shawndra's B-day is June 2nd...I have no $$$ to get her anything b/c we were supposed to have an extra $750 from the raise we never got yet...better be there Thursday or we're bangin' skulls. Already talked to labor board...plus there's a sexual harrassment case that Shawndra could get a payday for...plus there's false accusations about shit that we both can take to the bank on...it'll be a great day.
Trin: God I miss the peanut! I can't wait for her to come home so that we can do fun things like go to the zoo & stuff. Hopefully once the wedding is done...I can be her step-dad.
Appointments: good god when do we NOT have one? every other day!
The mother in law: ehhh don't wanna go there right now. It's a good bad thing some are ok some suck.
This PC: took a massive shit last week & now have to get all my songs & stuff I had on it.
FF11 on-line: woo level 9 WAR now...go me! If I had time I'd do better (Shawndra is lvl 12 Blk Mage).
The Playtoy: (our car) you need an oil change, a new drivers side mirror, & to have that dent banged out from the hit & run on ya...we'll take care of ya!
My Brother: see you Friday for graduation...wish I had more time to hang w/ ya!
Everyone or thing else: holla at me & you can get some of my rare attention too!