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Grr, after many attempts, I've realized that there are just too many things I want to say. I really want to make a post, but it's probably going to turn into a bit of a novel, so you may be seeing a few long posts in the coming days/week or so. (or, I may just say "fuck it" and give up completely, as is usually the case).
In short form, here's what I'm expecting to post about:
Nostalgia: I'm nostalgic for everything, I love my house, alot of which has to do with how old it is, my desk is from the 40s and if I could, I'd just keep buying the 1997 honda civic over again.
Work: it sucks. oh god, I hate it so much, and I think i'm a terrible person for hating it because everyone has to do it and I shouldn't feel like it's something I shouldn't have to go through
School: I've been ready to go back almost ever since I started working at Lowes, that was up until tonight, when I realized the last time I was as unhappy as I am right now, was when I was in school.
Vacation: I really want the rest of my life to be one big vacation, but that's just not practical
Life: specifically, mine, right now, I want that vacation thing, but I know at some point in the future, I'd look back and feel terrible because I hadn't accomplished anything.
yes, anyway, in theory, a post (or posts) will be forthcoming. In reality, it's 6:20AM, I've spent the last 2 hours trying to write a post containing these points, and have utterly failed. As such, if you really want me to expound upon these topics at length, IM me or something.
In short form, here's what I'm expecting to post about:
Nostalgia: I'm nostalgic for everything, I love my house, alot of which has to do with how old it is, my desk is from the 40s and if I could, I'd just keep buying the 1997 honda civic over again.
Work: it sucks. oh god, I hate it so much, and I think i'm a terrible person for hating it because everyone has to do it and I shouldn't feel like it's something I shouldn't have to go through
School: I've been ready to go back almost ever since I started working at Lowes, that was up until tonight, when I realized the last time I was as unhappy as I am right now, was when I was in school.
Vacation: I really want the rest of my life to be one big vacation, but that's just not practical
Life: specifically, mine, right now, I want that vacation thing, but I know at some point in the future, I'd look back and feel terrible because I hadn't accomplished anything.
yes, anyway, in theory, a post (or posts) will be forthcoming. In reality, it's 6:20AM, I've spent the last 2 hours trying to write a post containing these points, and have utterly failed. As such, if you really want me to expound upon these topics at length, IM me or something.