Sep 07, 2006 01:04
So much has happen recently but I don't know really what to say about it.
I went to Ben and Logan's viewing today with Nick, Cullen, Josh, and John P and met Mom there. Their dad's casket was with their's and I couldn't stand to see them together. I just had a big problem with it. I am still having trouble comprehending the whole situation or even believing it after seeing them. It didn't seem real. Rest in peace, Ben and Logan.
School started 2 and a half weeks ago. Everyone was right when saying med school starts to take over a life. I have been studying, but it feels like I haven't at all. I don't know where in the hell I stand and the first exam is Monday. The amount of material is just a lot to take in. The exam covers about 44 hours of lecture material.
I think I'm going to try to enjoy fall and winter. I have never liked winter and don't like fall because it leads to winter.
I need to start taking more pictures or playing guitar or running or playing tennis or just sit down and watch some movies, feel more human.