i think about that sometimes though, how easily we fell back into everything that night. it was like nothing had happened. it was like we didn't have those incredibly hard and long talks, like we didn't not talk to each other for a month and a half while still in the same vicinity.... we picked up right where we had left off. 

sometimes i think i miss you, and want to text you about random shit like music ( Read more... )

"im surprised u followed my film acct. didnt rly expect that support from u"
"... y would u say that"
"uhhh idk like unresolved trauma / wounds from our past???? :DDDD"

none of these wounds have fully healed. (when will they fully heal?)

thats not to say that finally being in a realtionship would or could heal them tho.

i honestly thought he'd just run away again but he's not and i really appreciate that

maybe things are turning around this time
maybe we'll actually work through our problems and be happy

im honestly fine but i feel like i should record these thoughts somewhere so
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why...

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lol wow i cant believe this
im so angry

i should really delete him everywhere
and her wtf
w t f

hahaha oh wow... im emo ( Read more... )

UR NOT ALLOWED TO LISTEN TO MY ARTISTS THATS A FACT

"she needs me (remix)" ok