for fucks sake...

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so mike imed me before...and hes like "so you quit smoking?" and im like..."what the fuck? who said i ever smoked" and hes like "lauren. she said you quit." but i didnt believe him cause he's mike. so i texted lauren and shes like...yeah i told them that you quit. what the fuck? she said they already knew. but they didnt. they just thought that i did. and she confirmed it. what the fuck? if i was her, i would have just kept telling them that i didnt smoke. for fucks sake. now shes gonna tell me that im overreacting...but if i ever shared personal information about her with my brother...id be dead. and my brother isnt half as bad as hers. im so fucking pissed. i cant trust anyone. not even her. she was the first person i told. the only one i told until i decided to tell christy like...two months ago. you would think that you could trust your best friend with personal information. i mean...this is just so unreal to me. this was such a personal thing to me. it was like...my fucking secret that i should have never told anyone. its fucking ridiculous. there is not one person in the world that i can trust...even with a little thing like this. imagine if i had to trust her with my life? id probably die in two fucking seconds.

i should go smoke a carton of cigarettes just out of spite.

not that anyone would really care.