i hate slash
weirdest thing just happened, i was scratching my arm, and all of a sudden a part of my eyebrow ring that i lost last week fell out. i wonder where it was....maybe in one of my bracelets? or it fell from the ceiling? i dunno...it was weird. so today has actually been good so far. but only cause ive been to camp and my mom isnt speaking to me. thats actually a perfect day in my book. but i know that my mom is just waiting to pounce on me. she is so pissed. i still am not sure if im allowed to drive or not, chances are slim though.
i love camp. i wish it was all year round and i never had to go to school. i love it. its my only escape from my house too. since i have no friends, and therefore no one to hang out with. or i have friends that arent around, dont invite me places or hate me. yes. so anyways, i think ill be trapped in my house the rest of the summer. at least it will be my new house. but i dunno what to do cause my parents are going away next week and they said that i couldnt stay in the new house alone. so i said i was staying at laurens house. but i then found out that im not allowed in laurens house and her family hates me...etc. ive already talked about that. so i duno what to do. i guess i could go to kells or kristens. theyre entertaining. damn. it sucks that im not allowed in laurens house. i used to like it so much. i was really nice to her mom too....i dunno why she hates me. probably cus she thinks i called her dumb. and lauren believes it too. but i didnt. so whatever.
anyways we started color war at camp today, and i am on the white team. and guess who else is on my team? yes the hot guy. haha. not that it matters cus ill never talk to him. but still, it will keep me entertained for the next three days cus im gonna have to spend all my time around him...i dont think i like him though. i think i think hes just hot. yeah. who cares...
i hate people who dont give a fuck about anyone but themselves. it really pisses me off. they think they are the only person in the world; or at least the only important one. and i hate when these people pretend to care; or say that they care, but really just are saying it so you think more of them. so really...they are only thinking of themselves. do you think everyone is secretly like that? i dunno. i think that i really care about people. sometimes i wish i could only care about myself. then my life would be easier.
i love camp. i wish it was all year round and i never had to go to school. i love it. its my only escape from my house too. since i have no friends, and therefore no one to hang out with. or i have friends that arent around, dont invite me places or hate me. yes. so anyways, i think ill be trapped in my house the rest of the summer. at least it will be my new house. but i dunno what to do cause my parents are going away next week and they said that i couldnt stay in the new house alone. so i said i was staying at laurens house. but i then found out that im not allowed in laurens house and her family hates me...etc. ive already talked about that. so i duno what to do. i guess i could go to kells or kristens. theyre entertaining. damn. it sucks that im not allowed in laurens house. i used to like it so much. i was really nice to her mom too....i dunno why she hates me. probably cus she thinks i called her dumb. and lauren believes it too. but i didnt. so whatever.
anyways we started color war at camp today, and i am on the white team. and guess who else is on my team? yes the hot guy. haha. not that it matters cus ill never talk to him. but still, it will keep me entertained for the next three days cus im gonna have to spend all my time around him...i dont think i like him though. i think i think hes just hot. yeah. who cares...
i hate people who dont give a fuck about anyone but themselves. it really pisses me off. they think they are the only person in the world; or at least the only important one. and i hate when these people pretend to care; or say that they care, but really just are saying it so you think more of them. so really...they are only thinking of themselves. do you think everyone is secretly like that? i dunno. i think that i really care about people. sometimes i wish i could only care about myself. then my life would be easier.